Posted by: livelovethinkexist | May 22, 2009

In Search of the Meaning of Life – An Autobiography (Chapter Five, Part Nine)

(Early Poems continued…)

17. WANDERING PATH

The wandering path is ancient

Its stones have been worn smooth

Its length has been well traveled

Countless feet have made its groove

 

To the east the course is well charted

Though no man may walk its length

Ancient scrolls record the travels

Of those who’ve since lost their strength

 

To the west it turns a corner

Though no man may plot its course

We all must travel onward

As it continues from its source

 

For it is the path to tomorrow

That began in yesterday

As we continue on we realize

That no one has passed this way

 

A trip not for the timid

Its hills are steep to climb

The weary may choose to leave it

And with their troubles stay behind

 

Where does this wandering path end

No man can claim to know

We all will leave it someday

But it still continues to flow

 

Onward into the future

The past is left behind

Men will walk along it

Ever upward as it climbs

 

For it is the path to tomorrow

That began in yesterday

As we continue on we realize

That no man has passed this way

 

18. VICTORY IS NOT SWEET

This poem was a premonition of my deployment to Operation Desert Shield/Operation Desert Storm to liberate Kuwait, and was written during my time at Michigan State University - around 1974-76.  I arrived in Theater on New Year’s Eve day, 1990 - sixteen days before the Persian Gulf War would later start.  An elderly man, who was a neighbor of ours across the street in Germany, gave my wife five yellow roses on the day the conflict began – having no idea that it was our fifth wedding anniversary – only knowing that I was deployed to the war.

My C-141 deployment flight departed from Hahn Air Base, Germany, and the flight crossed over the Alps enroute to the Middle East.  I deployed with the 10th Tactical Fighter Squadron “Fighting Tenth.”  After the conflict ended, the 10th TFS had a ceremony to commemorate the squadron’s first combat action.  Our squadron’s patch had a “sword” or “saber” as part of the logo, and during the ceremony all of us in the squadron took off our patches and used a fine red permanent marker to add drops of “blood” to the tip of the sword – indicating having drawn “first blood” for the squadron.  This represented the symbolic first combat action in the squadron’s history.

There are many images from the Gulf War that appear in this poem, besides the 10th TFS “saber,” “My sword is all I take” and “My blade is covered with crimson.”  “Twilight” refers to the oil well fires darkening the desert skies.  “I’m sorry you can’t go with me” refers to my wife and son, and “The journey’s mine to make” refers to my military orders at the time.  “Sun’s rising” refers to our squadron’s combat action starting before dawn.  “Thirteen days of wandering” refers to our squadron arriving in Theater sixteen days prior to the start of the conflict so, “The plans are made, it’s time to go.”  ”I fight to be set free” refers to Kuwait.  “Into the mountains I go” refers to crossing over the Alps.  “The castle” refers to the fortress that was Kuwait at the time, and “Armor shining in the light” refers to the two deployed armies in the desert sand.  “The wall has now been scaled” refers to the quick advance by the ground forces, and “He awaits me dressed for battle” refers to the fact that it was no surprise.  “His grip has been undone, the chains have now been broken, my freedom has been won” refers to the liberation of Kuwait.    

I titled this poem, ”Victory is Not Sweet,” as anyone who has ever been to combat knows that they would never choose to go to war unless they had to – we were all volunteers at the time; however, liberating the people and country of Kuwait was the right and noble thing to do, but many lost their lives to give freedom to others.  To be able to participate in giving freedom to a people or a country is the highest calling in life – and it was my honor and privilege to serve with the men and women who liberated Kuwait.  Always remember…freedom isn’t free, and the Memorial Day holiday this weekend is a remembrance of all those who gave the ultimate sacrifice – in giving us our own freedom.

 

A new day is beginning

Sun’s rising in the sky

Twilight still surrounds me

I’ve got evil in my eye

 

I’m sorry you can’t go with me

The journey’s mine to make

The plans are made, it’s time to go

My sword is all I take

 

Thirteen days of wandering

Into the mountains I will go

Revenge my source of power

I go to kill my foe

 

Snowfields numb my feet

Blood trickles from my knees

Visions pass before me

I fight to be set free

 

The castle looms before me

The tower lights my way

Twelve days are now behind me

My journey ends today

 

The wall has now been scaled

The courtyard is in my sight

He awaits me dressed for battle

Armor shining in the light

 

Cold steel clashes in the morning

Echoes break the mountain air

My blade is covered with crimson

His eyes can only stare

 

Victory is not sweet

His grip has been undone

The chains have now been broken

My freedom has been won

 

19. NATURE’S WAY

Reflection casts its shadow

Glimmering across the land

Silence now surrounds us

Nature deals her hand

 

Clouds building in the distance

The horizon has now been filled

The calm is suddenly broken

The winds will not be stilled

 

Branches bending to the ground

Waves crashing on the shore

Thunder breaks the silence

The battle will wait no more

 

Silence returns to us

Waves lap upon the shore

The battle has now been finished

Thunder is heard no more

 

The rain has gone

The sky is clear

The birds start singing

Sweet music to the ear

 

The eye of the storm

Has quickly passed us by

We find it’s nature’s way

Of simply saying hi


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